Blue Blue Monday

So I haven't really found myself suffering from Blue Monday Fever for a while now, I thought that was because with no job and no life the days sort of blended together and Monday simply meant the start of another week of nothingness.

Well today I found myself waking up on completely the wrong side of the bed and even after going back to sleep and trying again on the other side, (I have no job so I can do that) I felt no better.

Now I guess I do know the bottom reason of my bad feelings, I have a very amazing friend in a very serious condition and I find that that is all I can think about. She is in my every thought and every prayer and nothing I do can shake my feeling of sadness.

But then I read Crazii's post for the day and see that she too is feeling that sense of Monday doom and then I think well maybe friends are connected and we could be feeding of each others negative energies? Is that possible across continents? I mean I've heard of girls that live together or work together (ie spend too much time together) will eventually come on the same menstrual cycle - maybe that's God's way of keeping the cat fights within one week a month.

So for now I will resort to actually doing some work to earn minimal monies, or rather indulge in some online shopping to try keep my mind on the moment and try rid myself of the not so nice thoughts. On the other hand, maybe I'll just go back to bed and try again...